The author "SecretMe" on literotica is abso-fucking-lutely brilliant.

How do I know? Because if they're not brillitant, they don't keep me up past my planned bedtime.

I need a VISA/Mastercard so I can buy the paperback versions of those books..
("Leader of the Pack" & "Mira")

http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=795431&page=submissions

Brilliant.

Took my car to its' vehicle safety inspection today. I don't know how much you all know about that.. to my knowledge, at least most of USA have nothing like it. Don't know how the UK and Singapore are with it. Sweden's had it forever.

Since my car, Ahlgren, hadn't been used/rolling since January I was so nervous I could have shat myself, puked and fainted. Did none of them. He passed with NO remarks! PWN PWNPWN! It's my first car, and the only trouble I've had was the back breaks (drumbreaks) which the lower grade got to change for me when I was in school (lol I was so lucky. Those are hellish to deal with!), a breaklight I changed the bulb for and a parkinglight that was alive but needed some coaxing.

This is my FIRST car. People are rarely this lucky with their first cars :3

So if the howl in Västerås happens, I have a car and can drive people from and to the trainstation and whatever location we'll be using. I can drive to lakes, visit friends.. go wherever I like. I forgot how free the feeling is of knowing that *your* car works.

//O - a lot happier today. Celebrates by not "working" ~

.. like.. last weekend, I had a dream about work. I was driving on my own and realized I was late to pick up the cash from the buses, forgotten the bunch of keys, the phone was at the office and my keycard nowhere to be found.
That's the only logical dream I've had as of late.

I've had no sexy dreams.. tonight I dreamt I had sun-eczema allover my face. Horrible. That's probably a subconscious fear of the eczema spreading from just the hands.. nothing too strange.

A whole bunch of dreams I can unfortunately not get into.

I've started dreaming again *HAPPY*

//O - off to sleep for a bit.

Awfully poetic, wasn't that? *grins*

I think I've been making steady, phsyical, progress inbetween the times I see my brother. Though it's not him I'm referring to. There's this friend of his (been around.. forever) whom he usually sees and whom also usually comes along here..
.. *chuckles*.. the look of "O..k.. how'd that happen?" when he sees me doesn't so much give me any satisfaction as that I find great amusement in it. I only see my brother, at best, three times every year. It's only natural that I make SOME progress during that time. It's also an interesting part of life meeting someone, who's not related to you, who was present when you were a child.. now that you're an adult.

I'm happy to see my brother again ^^ I don't remember when last time was.. maybe.. yule, I think. Yeah that's probably it.
He's the kind of person where meeting seldom isn't a problem. It works. I'm the same way.. :3.. I don't feel the problem in it as much as some do.

//O - all for now.

This sat on our neighbours balcony..parapet(?).

Has to be shared.





Dad took the pictures, I won't take credit for them. All of a sudden he was like "Gabbi come see a swedish vulture!!!" xD.. so I came out here and there it was. Poor thing's been plucked, somehow, but it looks so funny I had to share.

I tag it as 'woof the photographer' because it's a photography taken by someone in my family and I don't want another tag.

//O.

We were looking for my car-papers, and while finding them failed.. I FOUND MY MONSTER SLIPPERS!



I love these because they have a very good grip on the floor, so they make noises when walk.. and it's REALLY easy intimidating the cats with these on xD.. maybe I'll film it and upload to youtube or something.

//O - pwn <3

Therianthropy and otherkin-ness does not affect that we are human, but rather how we handle being human and how we react to our surrounding world.

That's all I feel like saying.

And not a moment too soon. Fineally, home really is home again.

//O.

I just read through all of the 119 pages.. that there are, this far.
Never before have I used the word "trippy".. but this comic.. deserves being called just that.

Curious what I'm talking about? Find out for youself.
http://www.kukuburi.com/v2/2007/08/09/one/

I started monday, practiced once that day. Yesterday, twice.

I think it's really cleaning my system, energy and all. It's not so intense, but it's.. I can't really describe this..
.. all there is to say is that since I did, my body has caught up with me. I think, with how much (and how hard) I was working out earlier I was - during some days - living on borrowed energy.. and the Tai Chi has made my body realize it. All I want to do is rest and sleep, then sleep some more, then read a book, eat something, then go back to bed.
Yesterday I took a 2 hour nap because when I was reading (this was maybe 1pm) I was too tired to hold the book up. When I woke up again, I felt like I had enough energy to make it through the day.

Bloody hell.. what have I been doing to myself?

I'm not going through with the practising twice a day. Not because it's intense, but because it's very very powerful. My body needs at least weeks, maybe a month, to adjust. I'm really loving it, I feel very at home with this practise (and I'm pretty certain I've taken part of this in a whole bunch of other lives) and it's so versatile.

Eh.. apparently it's lunch now. Then my parents are taking my nephew to this.. place. Can't be arsed to explain. It means I can nap on the couch in silence, and sometime after that I'll take a walk.

//O - anyone want to sleep in a pile?

This was an email on another site I got, which I place behind a cut because of the adult nature. You deserve a fair chance at avoiding it.
I also included my replies.

( courtesy-cut. )

Tagged by </a></font></b></a>elinox.


1. What things are too personal to discuss with others?
I don't discuss anything with strangers.

With close friends, I'll discuss anything. If there is something I don't discuss.. I can't remember what.

2. Would you rather be happy and simple-minded, or unhappy and bright/creative?
I am happy and simple-minded :D ask anyone who knows me.

3. Would you rather have a more successful private life, or professional life?
A successful private life. Money is a thing of the human society that has a marginal impact on the lives we live - sure, a bigger load of it increases the amount of ways you can live your life, but the key to happiness is being happy in your own skin and with the ones you surround youself with.

I may surround myself with pretty/soft/interesting/round things, but that's only because I can. They don't make my life worth living, all you out there - my friends, family - do that.

4. Would you be willing to commit perjury for a close friend?
*looks up "Perjury"*.......................
.. unless my close friend had done something stupid enough to deserve going to prison.. or deserved whatever punishment was decided by the court.. yes, without a moments hesitation. Especially if they made me swear to tell the truth with my hand on a bible *snickers*. 

5. Would you take a million *insert your currency here* for a possible bullet in the head? (For example, there are ten pistols - only one pistol has a bullet, you pick a pistol at random and shoot it at yourself)
It would depend on whatever situation I'm in. If my life is good (I have a mate, a job I like, my family is well.. etc) I don't see any reason to risk that. If everything had gone to hell, or I needed that million for a surgery that was absolutely necessary to survive anyways, sure. If I'm dead anyways, I don't see why not.
It all depends on my life.




I hope you found this interesting enough xD.. I tag RedFeather, Rayvinn and Steph.

As of today I practice the basics of Tai Chi, and will likely be doing this twice a day until I feel I'm ready for something more advanced. Of course, I won't practice any on weekends, as usual :D

//O - martial arts wolfy, with peace of mind.

I got an insect bite the other day (yes a bite) on my calf.. two days ago, I could barely walk because it's right on the muscle and it was REALLY swollen. Yesterday, it sort of hurt.
Today is another story. Today it itches like the seventh level of hell ^-.-^

I ~ want ~ to ~ scratch ~ badly!

I've got too excellent claws for this.. I could very well break a lot of skin if I actually scritched.. SCRITCHES PLZ!

//O.

The ceiling fan is up and rotating! I repeat! THE CEILING FAN IS UP AND ROTATING!

I had a good time working, even without pay. I'm probably going again tomorrow..which means tomorrow will be spent with cleaning and, well, we're calling it "practical work experience" because I'm doing it for free.. *shrugs*.. I was out from basically 5 pm to 2 am today. I'm sure I've learned something valuable - even apart from how MASSIVE the Kumla prison is - but I'm too tired to care right now xD.. apparently, the third time I work the rounds.. I get to do everything o.O..
.. I'm hoping it doesn't mean I need to work saturday, because I've really been looking forward to being alone on it. Then again, when my parents get back on Sunday they'll have my nephew (sp?) Alfred with them.. and they'll go to my sis next weekend.. so maybe putting my alone-time on hold for just a week isn't such a bad thing. That kid is LOUD and I rarely get enough sleep with him around. I think I'll post-pone my lovely alone saturday until next week, now that I've thought about it, and simply work this weekend.. and indulge on my two ham and cheese pirogues this week instead :3 or even save those too. Mhr..

It feels really good doing something with my time, even if it's not the dreamjob.. something of value to someone, AND myself. On saturday, I'll get to drive, collect the money, unlock doors, use keypads.. I mean, DUDE, this weekend will totally rock. Also, Björn tipped me about some companies to apply for.. and with luck, he knows someone at the local Securitas office *crosses fingers*.. he understands my point of view, and doesn't blame me for looking at other companies.
It's sort of feeling like I have a menthor, I guess. 

//O - feeling better now.

PS: The "Special occasions" tag is dedicated to the fan.

.. no pictures today either.

I'm really nervous about the headache that's been onto me on and off since the warmth came.
Please let this just be me not handling the warmth too well. Please?
If this keeps up I might need to buy a ceiling fan of my own. I need a place where I can just cool off.

I'm scared of this headache indicating something else.
One of my biggest fears, a really serious illness.
I've not slept too well since the warmth/heat came either. That's probably it.. it's too warm.
Please let that be it.

//O - I'm in no shape to bother with the pictures today, sorry.